You know what..... just realized that somehow the original spark of "crush" for michelle's gone now....
Realized she better a friend than anything... i dunno how she feels abt me on her side, but i just realized my side of it.
hmmm..... haha dunno man...
I know it seems bad that i'm like dating 2 girls at the same time, but honestly, i'm dating Michelle, haven't even gone out with cynthia before. and honestly, i'm still prety confused, so i may refer to them as dates, but really its just friend friend go out only... i'm just alittle more comforatble with using the word date cause its shorter. haha...
i know damn Chim right.... aiyah... take your time to figure out what i'm saying lah okay. it'lll probably take u a long time to figure out my personality... i'm very complicated you know.hahaha......

Honestly i'm at the point where i don't really care what other people think abt me and what i do... I said it, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!! HAHAHAHAHA and i never thought i'd say that.... hmmm.........