i hate this month and i hate birthday's....
i'm happy for the guy who has the birthday, but if i don't get you anything, don't blame me.
all birthday's bring to mind are the fact that everybody else got something except me. yeah sure got stuff from parent's.
my friends? didn't get me anything this year, or last year for that matter... u'd think that after 3 years in CYF you'd expect more people to remember its your birthday.
but no..... just a few messages and sms's that's all..... fine, i know i sound materialistic and all that, but still... i mean.. wah lao...
i hope you get what i'm harping on abt......
to you maybe its a small thing lah, but to me, what hurts is the fact that most of my close friends don't remember at all..... i mean, it sucks loh...

it just sucks lah.... don't know what else to say.... its sick and disgusting and i sucks... that's really how i'm feeling right now......
that's how i've been feeling the past few days.... ever since my birthday.......

now u know why i hate birthdays and why i hate this month.......