My life is sad.... basically, besides choir and school, i have no life.....
I'm just a sad human being.......
Why????? I'm surrounded by very beautiful girls who only think of me as a good friend.... i mean.... u know how much that sucks???
yeah yeah.. its good i have a lot of friends..... but.... come on man.... I'm starting to think i'm cursed with being lonely the rest of my friggin life....
really.... its crap u know.... As u can read from here... well.. Good friend.. that what Nicole treats me as... Its like no choice loh... she doesn't like me in that way, so friends lah.... i mean its shit lah..... I don't mind the friendship lah, in fact i'm thankful that i actually have it, but in the end its not what i'm looking for...

Basically every single girl that i've liked has ended up becoming good friend, nothing else.... besides a few lah...
Yeah yeah, everybody has their fair share of stuff like that, yeah yeah that's life.... watever man.... crap loh........
not the right time yet, good to start as friends first............ yadda yadda yadda..... Crap!!!!!!

I'll never find that somebody...... really i'll never find her....... NEVER!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!! BLEAH!!!!!!! ECK!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
nothing else to express how i really feel except these lah.... ECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please, Someone, Just SHOOT me in the HEAD!!!!!!!!!!