u know.. some times i just wish i could fake my death and start anew...... kill off this life i'm iving and start a new different... hopefully better......
unfortunately that kind of thing only happens in the movies....

life..... designed to kill, designed to torture...... the glimpses of happiness are sorta like hallucinations due to extreme pain.... life's cruel and ungiving......
yeah yeah..... my faith's dwindling....... that's why i'm gonna go for charsmatic... hopefully do something about it....
or am i just going because of Cass....... i dunno man..... as always..... i never know what's going on in my head..... argh!!!!!!
someone just chop it off!!!!!