And thus, tis the early morn of New Years Eve, as the clock's hands enters the realm of early morning, when everyone else is asleep, here i am recollecting my thoughts as the year passes.... What an eventful year, not a good one, a year of troubles and sorrow, or trails and tribulations, of pain and rejection, of loss and loneliness....
What can i say.... the past 4 - 5 months of this year are recorded in this Blog, that i started when i felt i was about to snap and crack up under the emotional strain of my burdens and troubles, yet within the blog, are the memoirs of what were the only joyous moments i've felt within the year, as small and trivial they may seem, for without them, the year would have gone to hell, and myself to the deepest pit in Hades....
To the new people i've met, to the old friends i've lost forever, I thank you for the friendship nd love we've shared, however short or long, however smooth or shaky. For all the emotions we've shared and felt for each other, for all the words, be they hurtful, spiteful or encouraging and healing. For shattering my heart, to helping me mend what's left of it. For reviving my heat of stone, back to one that feels, and loves again. For keeping me company, in the cold and lonely nights, to leaving me on my own, to face my problems. For all the laughs and tears, thoughts and feelings. For Everything, be they bad or good, they have been special and have made an impact on this small person that is myself.
Tis the 31st, New year's eve, Passes the old year of 2002, and into the new year of 2003. Will i start of this New Year brightly, in the company of friends and family. Or will i spend as i have spent my birthday, Alone and miserable. I'm choosing the Former, to be in the company of my friends as i always have started the year, yet it is different for i shall begin it, on the stroke of Midnight, in church, with God, and the choir. The choice i have made, yet, will i be able to carry it through? For God holds my life in his hands, what i shall do is decided by him.
My thoughts lead through the year, from God, to Shao Bing breaking up with me, to my finding a friend in Daphne (both of them), to the loss of my friend, Amelia, to the reunion of old friendships, to discovering God again, to realizations and revelations of priesthood, to the spending of my Birthday with the Sec 3's, to the meeting of my cousin, to my trip to Vegas, to x'mas. Though scattered may my thoughts be, and i've lost a lot, yet gained a lot as well. i've learned and grown, i've changed and adapted.
I wouldn't trade a second of this year for they were there for a reason, to live to learn, to grow, for that is all God really want's to happen, to learn and love him more, to get to know him better as he already knows us so very well.
Thus with these final words i say good bye to this year and Hello to the next.
Good night one and all that read this blog, Into a new year we enter, together, hand in hand, in strength and love, but above all, In God.
..marcus..
What can i say.... the past 4 - 5 months of this year are recorded in this Blog, that i started when i felt i was about to snap and crack up under the emotional strain of my burdens and troubles, yet within the blog, are the memoirs of what were the only joyous moments i've felt within the year, as small and trivial they may seem, for without them, the year would have gone to hell, and myself to the deepest pit in Hades....
To the new people i've met, to the old friends i've lost forever, I thank you for the friendship nd love we've shared, however short or long, however smooth or shaky. For all the emotions we've shared and felt for each other, for all the words, be they hurtful, spiteful or encouraging and healing. For shattering my heart, to helping me mend what's left of it. For reviving my heat of stone, back to one that feels, and loves again. For keeping me company, in the cold and lonely nights, to leaving me on my own, to face my problems. For all the laughs and tears, thoughts and feelings. For Everything, be they bad or good, they have been special and have made an impact on this small person that is myself.
Tis the 31st, New year's eve, Passes the old year of 2002, and into the new year of 2003. Will i start of this New Year brightly, in the company of friends and family. Or will i spend as i have spent my birthday, Alone and miserable. I'm choosing the Former, to be in the company of my friends as i always have started the year, yet it is different for i shall begin it, on the stroke of Midnight, in church, with God, and the choir. The choice i have made, yet, will i be able to carry it through? For God holds my life in his hands, what i shall do is decided by him.
My thoughts lead through the year, from God, to Shao Bing breaking up with me, to my finding a friend in Daphne (both of them), to the loss of my friend, Amelia, to the reunion of old friendships, to discovering God again, to realizations and revelations of priesthood, to the spending of my Birthday with the Sec 3's, to the meeting of my cousin, to my trip to Vegas, to x'mas. Though scattered may my thoughts be, and i've lost a lot, yet gained a lot as well. i've learned and grown, i've changed and adapted.
I wouldn't trade a second of this year for they were there for a reason, to live to learn, to grow, for that is all God really want's to happen, to learn and love him more, to get to know him better as he already knows us so very well.
Thus with these final words i say good bye to this year and Hello to the next.
Good night one and all that read this blog, Into a new year we enter, together, hand in hand, in strength and love, but above all, In God.
..marcus..
posted by Marcus at 1:36 am
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