Sooo friggin tired today.. went for recording early in the friggin morning for school choir, then came home to home made laksa... best stuff in the world... then after that go back school for rehearsal where i pretty much sat there and watched cause i'm not performing.
i'm just there to keep my president Raymond's temper in control.... then tomorrow i'm going down tot give the new choir members a briefing on backstage behaviour and posture. then i go to work..... gonna be damn friggin shag tomorrow.. *shakes head*

Just read Vic's Blog..... Vic my dear, the think about it at the end was a comment. so in the end it still is 3 words... HAH!!!!!!! =p
sorry... tired, brain's off.....

aiyah. i go sleep after i finish talking to petrina lah, She's a sweet girl... looks like a guy though, slightly resembles me now that i think abt it...... aiyah.... who cares abt looks, its the personality, and she has a gem of a personality. BTW, she's a good friend.... my attentions are being firmly held by Cynthia and Nicole, though i think i won't hang out with her as often next time, cause of her BF yeah, wanna let them settle their stuff first... yeap... ciaoz

Another good song... a lot of meaning. love it....

Artist: Jars Of Clay
Album: Much Afraid
Title: Frail


Convinced of my deception
I've always been a fool
I fear this love reaction
Just like you said I would

A rose could never lie
About the love it brings
And I could never promise
To be any of those things

Chorus:

If I was not so weak
If I was not so cold
If I was not so scared of being broken
Growing old
I would be...
I would be...
I would be...

Blessed are the shallow
Depth they'll never find
Seemed to be some comfort
In rooms I try to hide

Exposed beyond the shadows
You take the cup from me
Your dirt removes my blindness
Your pain becomes my peace

[Chorus]

...frail

today's blog is short and simple.

3 words. I Don't Care....

think abt it

Check out the song...... its the song that speaks to me the most now. that i can really relate to. check it out if u have the time, u'll love it and u'll also understand how i'm feeling more by listening to the music.
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Artist: Staind
Album: Break The Cycle
Title: Epiphany


Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart

Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing isn't feel

Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

Fuck lah!!!!!! A beautiful night ruined, why, i almost got punched...... Who almost punched me? Cynthia's Fucking Boyfriend, what i did, i have no fucking idea.
FUCK!!!! well, that's today... She invited 3 groups of her friends there for dinner and a fun night out. so she also invited me lah, then after that i dunno what happened, vampira finished, the place became a "disco" so everybody started dancing loh.. then abt 12 like that, some of us abt to leave then this thing happened....

yesterday, its was good lah, went out with cynthia for lunch, then go work loh.. first day on job very blur. haha... never waitored before.. haha... but the people there are friendly lah, and its fun, damn fun. haha.... got back at 2.30. then today had to wake up at 745, so i can rush to school for recording at 8...... so as u can see, i'm pretty shag now lah, but i can't sleep cause i'm still not calm yet after what happened at Igor's.... Sherman is a really nice guy. he herded me out the back door, if not for him and a few of cynthia's friends, i would have a bloodied nose, or i could have lost a few teeth, or i could have a black eye. depends.... oh well.. now i waiting for her to reply my SMS. come on an explanation of what happened tonight can't be too much to ask right????

hai........
dun get why it has to happen to me....... i admit it, i like cynthia, but by no way am i gonna hit on her when i know she's attached alright, i'm not that kinda guy. i'd rather remain friends first, for as long as she's attached. =] yeap. friends first, thats me.....
shit lah..... i'm gonna go surf and listen to music, hopefully i can calm down. and go to sleep.... i need sleep.

night.