The army is quite possibly the most inefficient thing i've ever come across........
it takes 5 days to reset password and mail out.. can u believe it..... sickening right....
that's why i'm going down to CMPB tomorrow........ ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u know.. some times i just wish i could fake my death and start anew...... kill off this life i'm iving and start a new different... hopefully better......
unfortunately that kind of thing only happens in the movies....

life..... designed to kill, designed to torture...... the glimpses of happiness are sorta like hallucinations due to extreme pain.... life's cruel and ungiving......
yeah yeah..... my faith's dwindling....... that's why i'm gonna go for charsmatic... hopefully do something about it....
or am i just going because of Cass....... i dunno man..... as always..... i never know what's going on in my head..... argh!!!!!!
someone just chop it off!!!!!

This is pure unadulterated crap!!!!! my stinking compters acting up.. so wierd.... formatted my com lah... so now everything alll jumbled up... its just weird lah.
think i should just go kill my com and buy a new one......
i'll have to go throught the process of convincing my m om again... sian lah......
a month more to vegas.... 12 days to my b-day..... i'm in for an uneventful b-day again.. probably spending it alone lah......