Haven't played soccer in ages man.... Aching all over the place.. ahha.... *yawn* so tired now....
Sigh....

I could wish for money,
And i wouldn't be happy.

I could wish to be better looking,
And i wouldn't be happy.

I could wish to be intelligent,
And i wouldn't be happy.

I could wish for everything in the world,
And i wouldn't be happy.

The one thing in this world that could bring me joy,
would be to have you by my side.

To be able to care for you,
To be able to hold you,
To be able to kiss you,
To be able to love you.

I could wish for the world,
I could wish for the universe,
But all i'll wish for this new year, Is you.

Yet i could hope and wish
Till i grow old and die,
I know i'll never get you back,
Until the world stops in time.

marcus

Just conducted a session today. for CYF, sorta like to help close off their year and begin a new one. Quite possibly the shortest session i ever did, abt 30 - 45 mins....
i hope they all enjoyed it. =] i did, so long never do session liao. haha.. Oh well.... hopefully maybe once in a while i'll get to do a session or 2 next year. but sian lah, night class on friday again. wah lao.... don't want night class gimme night class..... sian loh. nvm lah, its java, i'll just finish fast and leave, then pop by macs and say hi!

Oh well, did a lot of stuff today, planned for a game to be played in camp.. haahaa.. apparently, NYP has a place where they keep speciments.. haha. meaning dead bodies..... haha... oh well, can't wait till new year comes..... yeah....

u know ah, my stupid mother, forever don't wanna buy me stuff one, supposed to give me like 160 bucks to get a new key board and mouse then now she giving me shit like, uncle leo using another cheaper brand, better somemore and all that kinda shit lah.... i mean crap loh.. u don't want to buy it the say so lah, dun need to give me this kinda shit right.... bloody hell..... aiyah forget it lah, she ask me tomorrow tell her i dun care lah...... she don't want to get don't get lah, i'll get it myself....

oh well, had a rather boring x'mas... the only really good present i got this year was from Jon, Ming, Sean and Jeremy i think....
It was the Lord of The Rings Movie poster, for the 2 towers.. u know the big one in the cinema, yeah that one!! DAMN NICE!!!!!! HAHA i'm gonna laminate it or frame it up, hten hang it in my room, then maybe one day i'll get the LoTR Replica swords and display them at home.. haha.... one day..

that's it... blog another time

HAHA.. so happy... at least there are people who want to see me around CYF more often.. haha
thought by now everybody was sick of me that's why i always get the coldness in the room... haha..... see how lah, friday my session..... plan liao lah, but still nervous.
haven't done a prayer session in ages..... that's cause CYF hasn't had one in a while.... Last one of my entire leadership term....
Boy, its been a roller coaster ride.. all the problems that u have to face.... it really isn't easy man..... Well, its said, leadership is a lifestyle...
It's fun lah, but also quite taxing and well, u have to be a mature person to handle leadership.. guess i'm not as mature as i thought i was.
it has its moments lah, but in the end when u look back at it, what really counts is whether you've made a difference in anybodies life..... And the sense of fufillment u get at the end of it, thats the reward of leadership.... not easy to get the reward cause of the loads of shit u have to go through, but when u finally get it, it seems that everything was worth it... =]

X'mas is coming!!! haha.... doubt i'l be getting anything ireally want this year... as usual lah.. oh well, i'm probably one of the toughest persons to shop for.. haha
Why? probably cause i always anything one, and the stuff i like is sorta way beyond the budget of my parents or my friends, so yah, i usually save to get them myself..
anyway, its the thought that really counts and well, at least they bothered to get you something... no matter how cheesy it is, they got you something....

Oh!!! my Uncle Leo came back today... haha, yeah with aunty joan, Sarah, Zach and little avery. Basically they are my "God Family" u know, God pa, God ma and all that..
yeah. Zach very cute. he's like 7 or 8 this year i think.. haha..... very cute chinese boy that has an american accent.. haha.... hopefully one day you'll meet him... haha i swear you'll absolutely fall in love with him... haha..... oh well. i guess thats enough blabbering for one night...

blog later

Was talking to Jolene just now. haha.. she damn cute lah... as in funny makes me laugh cute.... not the other one.. haha...... yeah....
Realized that my diary a lot of unhappiness.... hmmmm...... oh well.... note the title.. heh... but there are good moments somewhere in here, like this one..
Thanks to Jolene, a boring crappy day turned to an alright day. =] she's a nice girl.

Started playing Magic The Gathering Online haha.... now i'm hooked... this is bad.... hhaha.... been playing with Kabe online... For those who know what it is, well, we're playing the new onslaught expansion. my deck is strong okay.. they call it devastation for a reason.... hahaha

For those who don't know what magic is? well, simply put its 2 magicians casting spells against each other trying to kill each other.. yeah.. its a strategy game...

like 1 game between me and kabe lasts for like half an hour, 1 hour kinda thing.. haha damn fun.... oh well....

I think from next week i'm gonna start writing my own little novel here on my blog.... hehe been planning to pen it down, but can't be bothered to. hahaso i guess i'll type it out.
=p... aiyah... i go sleep liao.. meeting Steph tomorrow to bake cookies. =]

Blog u guys later