Friday, January 10, 2003

Back again, Just got back form choir! wah.. super tired today. Managed to finish running through our notes for Jeckyll And Hyde! Very nice song. The themes of the song change from love to blood, then back to love, then to murder, then finally salvation. sorta like the entire life of Dr Jeckyll and Mr Hyde ebing sung out. all we need is to inject the emotion and work on out dynamics. after this we are gonna do Les Miserables! Yeah, all medleys from the musicals... Very nice... Stealth brought this Swing piece down, and a few of us were up in the club roomlearning it, its actually quite easy and quite catchy. haha, very fun to do! i hope we really get to do it, let miss change hear it and she'll love it man! haha......

Its like 12:18 AM now, and well, just waiting for my hair to dry before i go to bed. think i'll have to print out the new time table and use it from now on... couldn't find my PEM anywhere today. Cause i got problem with my time table and i wasn't really happy abt it lah, so i went to look for her so complain and hopefully she could rectify my problem, obviously not lah, since i couldn't find her anywhere what se ever today. I guess i'm stuck with being Year 2 again... and i was so happy i'd get to do a few Year 3 modules this semster. Bloody Crap lah.. sigh.....

Right now, on my MP3 list, U2's I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For is playing and its a great song man.. well, brings to mind that i havem't found what i'm looking for, or well, found it and lost it cause i wasn't able to keep it..... my fault really..... oh well... I have to keep uo hope that i'll find it again. and that when i find it again i'll be able to keep it going and make it last. Learnt my lesson and i won't make them again.....

I like night time, the mometns of clarity and realization, when you're al alone and able to think abt what goes on in your life, how you've dealt with things and how u've treated ppl. Just make me realize that i am a human being, not someone who's superhuman, i make mistakes and i learn from them. I also realize how much i've cahnged from what i used to be. I guess i've made the right choices to be where i am now. Close to God, close to my friends, and being able to love all of them the way God wants me to. I miss all the good times i've had, with everyone.... All my Failed relationships, i cherish each and everyone of them, and i miss all of them, some more than others. All have made an impact in my life.

Well, i leave you with a few thoughts...
What is love? a real relationship? Is there really such a thing as "The One" out there?

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