Was reading Lester's and Sherwin's Journals tonight. very interesting reads. I like reading other peoples journals, especially of people that i don't really know. yah helps me find out more abt them and to a certain extent understand them better, i definately have to do something abt getting to know the 2 of them better. even thought i've like been around for like 3 years, yet, never really got to know them very well. Despite learning so much from the 2 of them

Have been talking to Sam recently, such a sweet girl, so cute too.. if i wasn't so old, i would actually try to woo her. haha.. but what to do? so old liao.. haha
Talked to Shao Bing on ICQ a day or 2 ago... yeah, to a certain extent, she still loves me, and i stil love her, for those who don't know, she's my ex-girlfriend, and so far, well, only a few ppl know how much she actually means to me and how much she still means to me. Anyway, I made a last attempt to get her back, b4 i really give up and move on. but anyway, i asked her to give me a chance to patch up the last periods of our relationship, to make things right, but at first she said no, she didn't want to cause she was afraid that things would turn out the same and she doesn't want to go through the same things again, so yah, i said fine and we'll just remain the way we are now. then after that the next day, i saw her online again, and she tells me that she actually isn't sure abt it, and that to take it as a maybe, so right now i'm like at the point where i'm just waiting for her to confirm it, and no matter what her reply will be, i'm gonna take it like a man and carry on from there.

After talking to Sam, and reading Lester and Sherwin's journal, sometimes well it make me think back to the days when i was a leader. it wasn't easy but gosh it was fun... miss those times, when we were all like one big family. I recently heard that Davina was now an advisor, and as much as the rest of them are happy, i personally have my doubts, and since i'm not an advisor, i have no say. Besides i don't have what it takes to be one anyway, not like they'd actually invite me in lah, just wishing. haha. Well, i guess after working with her, i just feel that though she's taken a lot of shit from being president, i guess she's just a liittle to emotional and takes somethings personally. yeah as i said, its just me lah. Oh well.......

I might start going back to CYF a little more often that i planned to cause of Sam, Jobeth, Jacinta, Judette, Ethelbert, u know the new ones. somehow i can connect with them better. yeah like recently been talking to Sam, I really enjoy our little chats, about everything and anything. Its just a refreshing way to end off the day, talking to someone who's a really great listener and a really sweet girl too. She really just brightens up the night and makes everything interesting. Thanks Sam!!!!!!! Luv Ya!!!!

Hmm i wonder when Jobeth will get to read this. haha.. maybe i'll just start opening this thing to other people. since the crowd that read this is getting larger. hmm. when i do i'll still be writing the same stuff, so it won't change, now if only i could get ppl to leave me messages, haha.... yeah. hmmmmm...
Am gonna miss CYf sessions for the next 4 months man... Night classes on Fridays. Apparently, my classmates aren't all that bad, know quite a few of them, so i don't feel like such a stranger anymore. Oh well.

I guess i should be gettting to bed now, quite late. got 1 hour of school tomorrow at 12. haha. yeah then i have to go to UOB abnk to enquire about their campus visa. hopefully i can get one soon. need the spare cash.....

Anyway, good night!