I am such a bloody idiot!!!!
Trust me to ruin a perfectly good friendship....... She's been angry and upset with me for the past 4 days..... GOD!!!! HELP ME!!!!!
I don't want to lose the friendship i have with her! Please!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!............. I had to be insensitive, i had to be a jack ass, i had to be a complete arsehole.....ARGH.........
*bangs head on wall*

Why does this have to happen now..... when it was going so well, had someone i could connect with, could talk to....... and i had to ruin it.. only me..... had to be me......
Such a fool..... to let a friendship like that slip out of my hands... now she's not talking to me.... at least i don't think so... please let her forgive me.. i've apologized... i'll do more than that if i have to just to get her back as a friend.... ARGH!!!

I am such an idiot.... probably the biggest and dumbest one on earth........