a week since i last wrote..
been pretty busy lately, with school and all...
went out to sakae sushi with Melissa And Tiffany yesterday. was fun lah. Tiffany is like the person i hang out with most often. she's from choir. considering she stays near me, so usually will hang out together kinda thing. After Sakae, we went down to Juhardy's place, pardon me, New place in bukit timah, yeah. damn nice place. Maplewoods Condominuim. haha Then again i already have my eyes on this place at lorong chuan. its a 3 story bungalow. Super nice.. maybe one day i'll show it to you guys.
Well, later i gotta clear out the room. bringing a lot of stuff down to the salvation army, yeah give them lah, since we got no use for it and the stuff like brand new loh. so yeah. maybe ask tiff, after bringing the stuff there then go bishan park or something. haha see how lah....
Man Utd lost to Real Madrid last night/this morning, but they got that 1 all important away goal. hahaha... Real Madrid were brilliant man! just beatiful watching Figo and Zindane run with the ball, Raul striking, Roberto Carlos Swinging them in... Awe inspiring...
Basically i've been really dead. yeah, nothing to do now that choir's stopped... i miss them all.... haven't seen them in ages man.... okay fine 2 weeks.. but feels like ages......
And since i've been hit with so much free time suddenly, my mind has had time to think and wonder and really settle down and consider things....
won't enter much into what i've been thinking about... rather personal thoughts that i wouldn't even pen down onto a real journal...
As time goes by, suddenly i feel as if i'm not as close to god as i used to be, the sense of familiarity that i used to get when i close my eyes and pray, or even just simply closing my eyes is not as strong anymore. I used to be able to feel and see god's work and god's beauty around me all the time, when i really needed strength, it felt as if he really was there supporting me...
Have i drifted so far from him? Felt it for a brief moment, when i went for charismatic. been a while since i really immersed myself in a praise and worship session. somehow the only time i really can do that is when i'm in charismatic. Think i should go down more often. I need to start rediscovering God again... Need to kick start that friendship i have with him again.
Think i'll go start packing up my room now. see ya guys
been pretty busy lately, with school and all...
went out to sakae sushi with Melissa And Tiffany yesterday. was fun lah. Tiffany is like the person i hang out with most often. she's from choir. considering she stays near me, so usually will hang out together kinda thing. After Sakae, we went down to Juhardy's place, pardon me, New place in bukit timah, yeah. damn nice place. Maplewoods Condominuim. haha Then again i already have my eyes on this place at lorong chuan. its a 3 story bungalow. Super nice.. maybe one day i'll show it to you guys.
Well, later i gotta clear out the room. bringing a lot of stuff down to the salvation army, yeah give them lah, since we got no use for it and the stuff like brand new loh. so yeah. maybe ask tiff, after bringing the stuff there then go bishan park or something. haha see how lah....
Man Utd lost to Real Madrid last night/this morning, but they got that 1 all important away goal. hahaha... Real Madrid were brilliant man! just beatiful watching Figo and Zindane run with the ball, Raul striking, Roberto Carlos Swinging them in... Awe inspiring...
Basically i've been really dead. yeah, nothing to do now that choir's stopped... i miss them all.... haven't seen them in ages man.... okay fine 2 weeks.. but feels like ages......
And since i've been hit with so much free time suddenly, my mind has had time to think and wonder and really settle down and consider things....
won't enter much into what i've been thinking about... rather personal thoughts that i wouldn't even pen down onto a real journal...
As time goes by, suddenly i feel as if i'm not as close to god as i used to be, the sense of familiarity that i used to get when i close my eyes and pray, or even just simply closing my eyes is not as strong anymore. I used to be able to feel and see god's work and god's beauty around me all the time, when i really needed strength, it felt as if he really was there supporting me...
Have i drifted so far from him? Felt it for a brief moment, when i went for charismatic. been a while since i really immersed myself in a praise and worship session. somehow the only time i really can do that is when i'm in charismatic. Think i should go down more often. I need to start rediscovering God again... Need to kick start that friendship i have with him again.
Think i'll go start packing up my room now. see ya guys
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