And you know and you know
''Cause my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

Thats the chorus of Strong, by Robbie Williams.
It speaks for itself...

13 days..... Its not that i'm counting down to let everybody know, but its more like for myself.
This year's birthday, its like a milestone... I'm not going to be a teen anymore.
I know, i know, you're as old as you feel.... but its not that.. its the fact that i'm a young adult now...
I can't fool around like i did.... i have decisions to make and a life to live....
I've to grow up and start behaving like an adult....

Heck, i already feel like an adult. I'm supporting myself now, paying my own bills and all that..

I am nothing more
Than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don’t know how I feel
But I know I’ll do the right thing
If the right thing isn’t feel

I just hope that in time, i'll be able to do the right thing, no matter what i'm in.

I feel different, the past few days i've been reviewing my life so far, looking at my mistakes, looking at the choices i made.
I would like to start this new chapter of my life with a clean slate, so to speak.
I look back and i regret at some of my decisions. But its too late.
I guess its all part of the learning process. I learnt from my experiences.
I learnt from my friends. I learnt from God.

I hope i'll be able to put all i've learnt to good use in my future.
In my Cafe, in my dream.

Well, here's to all of you who read this.

Cheers.