Damn pissed lah.....
not at anybody but about how sometimes things can turn around on you so fast it just slaps you in the face.........
Firstly, thought 18th can go out with my dear... had a plan in my head.. nice good plan......
sure why can't we shift it to another day, but its just sorta the dissappointment lah.....
its the dissappointment thats making me pissed..... its how the situations turned out.

her grandma's wants to celebrate her birthday about 4+, 5.
Sure we still can go out befroe that since her paper finishes at 10.
But she wants to go home first...... How long she's gonna stay home, she doesn't know.......
What do you want me to say.... shift it to another day loh.. the 19th loh...
not like i have a choice or say in the matter....

i'm sorry lah, but i just can't help feeling super pissed at the dissappointment loh.
its like you look forward to it for so long, then suddenly someone shoots a pin at your balloon.......
ARGH!!!!!!!! super disappointment and utter devastation..........

Been waiting for this day for about a month plus liaoz. 18th of november, can finally go out with my dear.
then now....... i dunno what to feel lah...... its like...... tsk........ dunno lah........
argh...... i'll just go plan something else to do when i get to go out with her.

Its just that right now... this minute.. this instant.... 945pm
I feel like screaming, i feel like shouting, tearing something up, and crying. all at the same time.....
I just wanna punch something now............ ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it, absolutely hate it when this kind of thing happens..........
just hate it.....