Marcus... you're a "Genius" leh....
you just managed to make the only person that you truly love with all your heart hate you....
why does she hate you? Cause you're a Fucking irritating Bastard!!!!!!
I'm smacking myself in the head and face.....
I seriously hate myself....... i seriously hate why this is happening....
I seriously need to change......... I seriously need some help.........
Life will continue to Shit on you cause you're too pig headed to change......
Marcus! You Fucking Bastard! Stupid Irritant! Stupid Shit! Fucking Moron!

Now She hates you! what the hell are you gonna do now? WHAT!!!???
You're only Joy in life was ruined by yourself you TWIT!

I am a stupid piece of shit.....

She definately agree's with everything that i've typed... so definately.....
I'm going for mass tomorrow. shall not look at her, shall not talk to her, shall not irritate her.

sigh.... Why God......Why'd you make me so stupid, so dumb, so irritating, so idiotic?
sigh.......

I hate myself.... i hate myself.... i hate myself.......