Recently found this little poem i wrote in sec 4...
re-read it and now it seems to be spinning in my mind... can't seem to get it out...
its lingering in here for a reason.... i guess the poem says it all..... yeah, how i'm feeling now...

Loneliness

To be alone can be a curse
Though a blessing it is at times
But this blessing only the lonely can understand.

No commitments, no being tied down
No being ordered around as well.
A blessing only few would understand.

But a longing is always there,
A longing for the company of another
This is the curse of being lonely

The longing grows fonder as time flies by
And peace cannot be found in an instant,
The peace of being with another.

To be held in another’s arms,
Full of Love and Care,
This is what the lonely desire.
A desire only few obtain.

Hey there, Back again..

Managed to sort out the stuff i had in my head and well, i'm quite okay now. Went to school today for like half an hour... boring and sian right?

Then stayed around to listen to Jeremy's badn play in the Atrium.. haha.. i tell you jeremy shoud stick to playing the guitar... hah he can't sing lah.. just really can't sing.. he's not tone deaf or anything, its just that he doesn't have exatly a very pleasant singing voice....

On the phone with Sam again. =] love talking to her, we don't even have to say anything and i can feel like i had the best conversation when we put down the phone.. i guess its just the fact that i know she's on the other side and will listen if i had any problems.... hopefully she feels the same way. =]

Strange how i've lost my will to write, like nothing to say like that, nothing to write.... not many interesting thoughts lah...
strange........

..marcus..

Just realised that i haven't updated this blog in quite a while....

Well, nothingmuch been going on recently.. Just the usual CNY celebrations, hols, school, the ususal stuff.. not much lah.
Got to see my cousins on the second day of new year. long itme never see them liao!

This well,short blog lah, nothing much too say.. got stuff i need to sort out in my head... quite confused about things. u know. conflicting signals from a person, worries, choir stuff.. yeah.. usual lah. Anyway, i'm ognna go sort it out now...