In school on a thursday.. my longest day of the week.. from 8am to 10pm at night..... why? cause i got choir...

Man, i feel like quitting choir... too much pressure and well, its taken all the fun out of it... i joined cause i wanted to have fun while singing.... but cause of our performance coming up its just no fun anymore cause everybody stressed up and Ms Chang's the one giving us all the pressure... sigh.... oh bother....

So bored now, in school, nothing to do at all, that's why i logged into here to update.. just to do something loh.. haha
Friday CYF is gonna be pretty quiet... to my knowledge quite a few of them aren't coming cause they have class camps going on this weekend.... Yeah.. and further more, parent's are coming down to CYF.. haha Damn weird.... its good in a way, it just that its gonna be a little weird cause everybody is gonna watch themselves and watch how they act and all that.. a lot of defences are gonna be put up cause of the parents being there... haha its just me lah.....

Man oh man oh man........ i'm just sooo bored right now... Didn't sleep much last night.... i have no idea how i'm gonna last the rest of the day man.. might just go home and not go for choir.... sigh.. to think i used to look forward to choir.. now its like a chore to go down for it...

Oh gosh... i've been burnt out in school already..... then again been burnt out from choir since december last year.... and there's no recharging station in sight...... oh well, i'll just see how it goes lah.... if i feel like going after meeting later, then i'll go loh, if not then i'll just go home... sian.......

Well, things are fine now, but i fear that its become awkward..... that's the last thing i want man..... oh well, i guess i'll have to give it time, time for her to settle down again.. time for the friendship to settle down again.... yeah...

stuff to do with love and friendship are always tough to deal with....

I've realized i let my moods affect me too much and that makes me unbearable at times... I gotta make a concious effort to change that man...
Very important... can't afford to let my moods get in the way of anything... especially in my relationships with other people.... yeah.....

as u can see there hasn't been much on my mind besides my friendships...
Now you know how big an emphasis i place on my friends and my relationships with them in my life...
They are very important to me cause well. thet're my friends and i love them all a lot....

yeah thats it for tonight

Artist: R. Kelly
Album: R.
Title: If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time


How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song someday
And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since you closed the door
(Chorus)
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
Funny,funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day I plead please come back to me
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I did you wrong I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone
(Chorus)
I'd never hurt you (If I could turn back)
Never do you wrong (If I could turn back)
And never leave your side (If I could turn back)
If I could turn back the hands
There'll be nothing I wouldn't do for you (If I could turn back)
Forever honest and true to you (If I could turn back)
If you accept me back in your heart, I love you
If I could turn back the hands
(If I could turn back) That would be my will
(If I could turn back) Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands
If I could turn back the hands
I'm going down yes I am (If I could turn back)
Down on my bended knee yeah (If I could turn back)
And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me
If I could turn back the hands
(If I could turn back) If I could just turn back that little clock on
the wall
(If I could turn back) Then I'd come to realize how much I love you,
love you, love you, love you, love you
If I could turn back the hands