Wow, long time since i last wrote.....
Well, its been an eventful time. or at least as eventful as it'll get.

Recently, heh, went to watch Matrix Reloaded with my friend Felicia, and her friend Gracies (pronounced: Gracie)
Well, as those who know me well would surmise, i've developed certain feelings for her friend........
Truth be told, i've been trying to ask her out. but taking it slow, so as not to appear too "eager"
That was last week. as of late, i've been unsuccessful in trying to ask her out, but i'm gonna keep trying.
Just one of the things that happened to me during the last month or so.

Went out with Felicia again today, just hung out lah, shopped around and all that. arranged to go out again on thursday, still unconfirmed, but yeah.
Asked Gracie along, so yeah looking forward to it. i thought since Thursday is Acension Thursday, can go for mass together, since i have to sing for mass then after mass can go somewhere else to hang out, but apparently Gracie had a surprise for Felicia, and suddenly something hit me. This huge wave of bad vibes, and its like i almost knew what surprise it would be.... strange yeah? well, i'm guessing that the surprise she has for Felicia would probably shatter whatever hopes i have... oh well, maybe i'm just pessimistic.
One thing i need to learn this year, is to take things slow. don't rush things and let everything take its time and run its course....
i really have to learn that.... There's just something in me that rushes things along.... I have to learn how to control that part of me.

Well, The rest, pretty much mundain, normal life, except i've been playing soccer and starting to excercise. which is sorta like a big step for me. those who know know i'm probably one of the laziest bums on earth. Just got my Neri Per Caso CD. just 1 of their numerous albums. Numerous cause i don't know how many there are. haha

It seems as time goes by, the more times i tell my business plan to others. the more i'm determined to make it into reality and make it succeed. Also the more i see it becoming real. Just a matter of time before i get it started. i seriously can see what the place is gonna look like, Decor and everything, even people hanging out there already. Maybe i'm losing it. i don't know. Then again i never had it. I've always thought of myself as partially insane. haha

I shouldn't think too much. not good for my Stability..... i like everything to be in a perfect balance. i guess its cause i'm a libra. I feel pretty weird if everything isn't in harmony or balanced with other things. right know everythings just balanced, yet the scale isnt stable yet. its still moving around, but its getting there. And i believe when i find that balance i'll be happy. I'm getting there, its just a matter of time. just a matter of time........

Ending on a good note this time..... been a while hasn't it?
for once in a long while, i feel good. i really do.......

that's all for tonight. Good night Folks!