As i get ready to close a chapter in my life, i think back and wonder. then i turn around and look ahead and ponder what lies for me down that road of uncertainty.
i guess that's why they say

Life's full of uncertainty

What's the rest of my life gonna be like? Will my dreams and plans succeed? What will i do if i fail?

I've always seemed to know where my life would be and what i'd be doing. It always seemed like a certainty, like its confirmed. Right now it still is, but dare i go against the norms of society in the hope of trying to change it? Dare i, but 1 person, try to remake what has already been established in the people of this island nation, much less the world? Few have ventured forth and even fewer have made it out successful. will i be one of the sucessful ones? or will i be a failure, much like what i've always been?

I'm determined to succeed, determined to make it!

I'm a World-Shaker, History-Maker, Society-Changer.
Nothings gonna stop me, Nothings gonna stand in my way.
I'm gonna succeed, i'm gonna prevail against all odds!
But most importantly, I'm gonna be me, thoughout it all, i'm not gonna let it change ME!

With GOD as my witness, i will keep trying and i will not give up till my dream comes true.
Therefore with hope in my heart and GOD at my side, I go forth into the future, full of unknowns and uncertainty.
To succeed, to prevail, against society and to fulfil my dreams!

There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
than are dreamt of in your philosophy

That quote's been stuck in my head for a very long time, i don't know why. all i can say is that it makes profound sense.

nothing much to say tonight. enjoy the quote