Saturday, January 03, 2004

Some things

Some people you never get over,
Some people you can never stop loving.
Some feelings you can never lose,
They just keep haunting you all your life.

Some things you can never find again,
Once you've lost it, you've lost it for good.
Some things you just pop up when you least expect it.
Most times, its what you really need.

Things are just slipping away from me,
My emotions caught in a whirlpool.
I'm drowning in the torrent of feelings.
Struggling for air, trying to breathe.


Sometimes i get amazed by the power of a person.
The power to turn happiness to sadness, and sorrow into joy.
More often that not, i get amazed by the power of love.
The power to make things right, to make things warm.

Some places remind me of things, both the good and the bad.
Memories of good times, and bad times, of love, and of sorrow.
Some words have the same effect, much like places.
Words express so much, a single word can bring a person to their knees.

Things are just slipping away from me,
My emotions caught in a whirlpool.
I'm drowning in the torrent of feelings.
Struggling for air, trying to breathe.


My world has been brought to its knees,
My life has come crashing down around me.
I try to rebuild, but it just won't stay built.
I try to stand up, but i just can't seem to stand.
I struggle and i fight, yet i change and accept.
I fight against this pain, i struggle against this misery.
It feels like i'm losing the war, yet i battle on.


Things are just slipping away from me,
My emotions caught in a whirlpool.
I'm drowning in the torrent of feelings.
Struggling for air, trying to breathe.


Things are just slipping away from me,
My emotions caught in a whirlpool.
I'm drowning in the torrent of feelings.
Struggling for air, trying to breathe.

Friday, January 02, 2004

Another day

As the day dawns and morning comes.
I wake to find a world cold and grey.
I take a walk and observe my surroundings.
A warmthless sun, a colourless city.
A city that feels nothing.
A people that feel nothing.

I take a closer look and i realize,
I'm looking into a mirror,
I'm looking into my own eyes.
How'd i become like this?
How'd my heart and soul turn so cold?
How'd i become loveless?


I ask myself questions as the hours pass.
I search for answers as the day moves by.
I walk in this maze my mind has wrought.
Searching for the answers, finding the way out.
As i tread these passages, and walk these paths.
I hope i learn and i hope i change.

I look to the sky and i look around me.
I see no way out, i see no path home.
I ask for a guiding light, yet my angel doesn't reply.
I ask for answers, yet my angel remains silent.
As i walk towards my angel, she slips further away.
I can't stand this distance anymore, i want to be in her arms.


I take a closer look and i realize,
I'm looking into a mirror,
I'm looking into my own eyes.
How'd i become like this?
How'd my heart and soul turn so cold?
How'd i become loveless?


Another day passes, a day without love.
Another day dawns, a day without hope.
Another day beckons, a day without warmth.
Another day comes, a day without you.
Without you my world turns to stone.
Without you my heart turns cold.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

New Year

Well, i guess a Happy New Year is in order.
Well, Happy New Year one and all.

Its not really what i call a happy one for me. All i can say is that i've only her on my mind.
There isn't much else to say, only her.
I wish i had her back in my life.
I wish i would have been able to welcome in the new year with her in my life.

But, yeah, as it all is, I WISH.
Its a bit sad i know. The new year i guess isn't really gonna be a good one for me.
What a way to enter into a new year.
With a broken heart and a barren soul.
What's life without love?
What's the point of waking up everyday if you aren't able to love a person with all your heart?
What's life without having the love of your life in it?
What's the point of everything?
Not much for me. I get through day by day just with the hope that i'll get her back someday.
That's the only thing that carries me through the day.
But as each day goes by i die a little more.
I seem all happy and smiles and all that. but i'm not really.
There is no joy. there is no happiness.
Only sadness, tears and pain.
I guess thats my new year.

What's my New Year's resolution?
To improve myself, in terms of my flaws.
So that one day she'll see that i've changed.
She is THAT important to me.
Is it wrong to love a person?
I don't know.
I'm going to change and correct my flaws.
One day,hopefully One day, she'll come back to me.
New Year's resolution. yeap. to change for the better.
To change for her....

Hapy New Year Everyone. I'm sure you're having a better one than i am.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Come Back to me - Taken off Budakumentary

I can't sleep
your thoughts just keep
On swirling inside of my head (oh oh)
Never knew it could be this bad

I was a fool
I played too cool
I thought i was all that you had (just me)
Never thought i could be so sad

It seems only yesterday
So happy - we two
Now just look at me
Alone and so blue

I was wrong
I admit it
Wo qiu ni hui lai
I'm so sorry
Please forgive me
Please come back to me
(Repeat entire chorus)


I pick up the phone
I call your home
My heart punding, hoping that you
Would say
"It's O.K., let's try again"

The line connects
I hesitate
I don't know if you'll give me that chance
To say
"Can we start again as friends?"

There's so much i wanna say
For all that i've done
But when you come on the line
The words just won't come

Chorus

I know I've wronged
But i ask for another chance
Let me please try again


Chorus