New Year

Well, i guess a Happy New Year is in order.
Well, Happy New Year one and all.

Its not really what i call a happy one for me. All i can say is that i've only her on my mind.
There isn't much else to say, only her.
I wish i had her back in my life.
I wish i would have been able to welcome in the new year with her in my life.

But, yeah, as it all is, I WISH.
Its a bit sad i know. The new year i guess isn't really gonna be a good one for me.
What a way to enter into a new year.
With a broken heart and a barren soul.
What's life without love?
What's the point of waking up everyday if you aren't able to love a person with all your heart?
What's life without having the love of your life in it?
What's the point of everything?
Not much for me. I get through day by day just with the hope that i'll get her back someday.
That's the only thing that carries me through the day.
But as each day goes by i die a little more.
I seem all happy and smiles and all that. but i'm not really.
There is no joy. there is no happiness.
Only sadness, tears and pain.
I guess thats my new year.

What's my New Year's resolution?
To improve myself, in terms of my flaws.
So that one day she'll see that i've changed.
She is THAT important to me.
Is it wrong to love a person?
I don't know.
I'm going to change and correct my flaws.
One day,hopefully One day, she'll come back to me.
New Year's resolution. yeap. to change for the better.
To change for her....

Hapy New Year Everyone. I'm sure you're having a better one than i am.