This is my reality.

I'm living but not really living.

laughing but not really laughing.

smling but not really smiling.

loving but not truly loving.

Sad reality isn't it?

Its Oxymoronic..... Its Sad....
That's what i am, that's what i've become.
A sad person, a sad excuse for living.
i live a sad excuse for a life.....
simply, SAD