You can tell me, your health and how you are is non of my concern anymore,
but i can't stop myself from caring. I can't stop myself from being concerned.
My heart becomes worried when i know she's injured.
I'll still care, i still show concern.
Why? I'm sure you all know the answer to that.

Its something that i can't stop doing.....
Its a feeling i can't stop....
I can't help it....
I'm not the sort who can just turn his heart cold.
I'm not the sort who can just stop caring.
I'm not the sort who will sto feeling.
I can't do that......

That's me. I care, i am concerned.
I love, cause i want to.

Can i love a little less? no i can't.
But i can love slower......
With effort, i can love slower.

Sighz... i guess its pointless for me saying all this...
I guess nothing in this world can bring you back to me ever again....
I wonder why i keep trying?
Its cause i don't know what else to do......
I can't bring myself to do anything else....

When you left me, life left with you....
Why can't i go back to the way i used to live before i met you?
Its cause there isn't anything to go back to.
I wasn't living anything, until i met you....

Why are relationships so important to me?
I finally have an answer...
It isn't the relationship, in fact, underlying all that, It was you....
you were important to me... you meant so much.
you still mean a lot...
You had given me every reason to love you.
All i had given you was every reason to hate me.....

With every step i pushed you away.....
Unknowingly i pushed you away from me.....
Yes i had loved too much....
Yes i had loved too fast....
Yes i had done a lot of things i shouldn't have....

I know all this now....
I've been working on them....
I've been trying my hardest to change them.....
In the end i'm still who i am....
Just that i'm going to do things differently now.....
If only you'll let me have a chance to show you.....
If only you'll see.....
If only......

Sunday's going to be my last day in choir.
I hope you'll at least try to see these changes....
I hope you'll stop looking at me with hate in your eyes....
I hope you'll stop looking at me with resentment.
sigh..... i can only hope......