Had a relatively good day today.....
lived it pretty much like how i used to live.... good sign... i hope.. lol
yeah i'm happier. on the way to being me again.
Bowled today. man i'm so out of training....
Need to train more. so maybe can bowl in NS for SCDF. if its possible.
Going to Zouk tomorrow... normally i wouldn't bother, not really my kinda place.
But friend has 2 tix to some MTV private party thing going on there tomorrow.
she can't make it so she gave them to me. Makes no sense to waste it yeah?
So i'm going to zouk tomorrow. Looking forward to it? i have no idea. Half decided abt it. all i know is i'm going cause i asked someone to go with me already.
Should be fun. i hope. but its MTV man... it dang well better be... lol.....
My first MTV party.... should be a night to remember.....

Spent some of the day in thought.
Searching for myself once again.
Might have found a little of myself.
The one who knows how to have fun.
The one who laughs and the one who smiles.
All's fine for now. i hope there won't be any bumps in the road.

Dreamt a strange yet happy dream last night.
I don't know what to make of the dream.
Supposedly dreams are messages and signs.
Scientists say dreams are remnants of things that have happened and your brain is just running through everything.
I guess maybe i shouldn't read too much into it.
If i dream it again tonight.. then maybe it'll be somethign to take note of.....
haha... maybe i'll dream it again..... lol i hope *crosses fingers*
night people!