Sunday, February 08, 2004

Its been said before, should you truly love a person, you'd want that person to be happy, no matter how much it'll hurt you to do what you have to do.
Its been said before, should you truly love a person, you'll have to let go, whether that person comes back or not, is not an issue. you let go because you want that person to be happy. you let go because you want that person not to be held back by you. you let go because you have to. as much as it'll hurt, as much as you feel like you're losing a part of yourself, as much as you feel the pain and emptiness inside, you have to let go.

You can believe with all your heart that that person is the perfect one, the one for you, the person you are meant to be with. but if the person doesn't feel it? wat can you do? absolutely nothing. all you can do is let go and hope that one day this person will come to feel it as the person thinks back on memories. all you can do is hope that one day no matter what the person says at present, that person will come back to you and let you love that person again. As you let go and move on, perhaps another person will come a long and touch your heart. perhaps you'll find another one. perhaps you're meant to grow up more before you finally find that person again. perhaps that person is meant to grow up more. Perhaps you and that person are meant to be, just that its not meant to be at this moment of time, in this periodd of your lofe, but perhaps later in your life, when this chess game of life moves the pieces on the board to bring the 2 of you together again. Till that day all you can do is to hope and pray and keep the faith. Faith that perhaps one day it will happen again.

By no means does it mean you're stuck without being able to love, No. you have to move on, cause only by moving on can you find that person again. cause by moving on you are showing that you are keeping the faith and the hope alive. Its been said, letting go and moving on does not mean not loving that person anymore. By all means you can love the person as much as the first time you laid eyes on the person. it just means that the time for you to be together has not come yet. that the time for true love is not arrived. and its up to you to move on so that that time can arrive. Time and tide wait for no man. if you don't move on, but that person has obviously moved on. then your paths will never cross again. perhaps the sooner you get over the pain and move on, the sooner your paths will cross again. PERHAPS. it all depends on fate, it all depends on god's plan.

God's plan is not for us to understand. Its not for us to know. Its supposed to teach us vital things. Its supposed to help us grow. As much as the lessons of life can hurt you and empty out your soul and cry out your heart. its meant for you to live and learn. to be a better person, scarred by life. to have lived and learnt from experience. Happiness shall find you when the time is come for happiness. the more you search for it, the more it eludes you if it isn't the time for joy yet.
You can be absolutely convinced that true happiness lies in the arms of that person. You can be convinced that in the arms of that person you are complete, yuo feel a sense of perfection, of completion, the feeling that you strive for, the feeling that you yearn for. But perhaps your time for perfection, your time for joy, your time for happiness has not come yet. Keep the Faith, and hope, one day that person will realize that true happiness might lie in your arms. and under your gentle gaze. But until that time, that person will remain apart from you, yet still hold a part of you. In time all things will bear fruit. In time all things will flower and bloom. In Time, With Time, you'll find that person again. Keep your heart open, keep your heart alive. Shut it not out to love of people and love from others, cause its in experienceing that love that you can grow and heal and mature. It is in that love that perhaps one day you'll find that person again. Time heals all scars, Time mends all woulnds, Time seals all rifts. Time is the greatest instrument of god, created to heal, to help us grow.

Wish not to end this life, seek not to hurt yourself. If you do that, you will never find that person. In wallowing in your own misery and pain, you can never see the day when that person comes back cause you will have been blinded by the pain of your own creation. Let that person behold not a wretched creature that was once a person. instead let that person behold the beauty of god's creation, by growing and loving everybody around you. instead let that person behold the person that that person once loved, changed with time into someone that that person will find more beautiful.

In time you will find your perfection again. This experience was just but a taste of things to come. the perfection felt in the arms of god's perfect creation who is that person. the beauty seen will blossom and bloom into something better, all you have to do is let that person go, trusting in that person that that person can take care of their own person. trusting in god's ulimate plan that you will find perfection again, cause in the end that is what god wants for us. to be happy. Trust in God, Trust in that person, Trust in Faith, Trust in love, that one day that person shall return and you shall find perfection again. The perfection found when two halfs of a whole be reunited and joined as one in a union sacred unto god. Trust that you shall find that person once again. Trust that when that person has grown up enough and is finally ready, that that person shall return into your arms who remain open to hold the person and to love that person.

TRUST.

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