I've found myself once again.....
I found the old guy.... the old me.... the one who was happier.....
I'm back..... =] back for good......
Found him this afternoon whilst playing pool.....
was thinking about everything. thinking and then i found him....
and then i started having fun again......

yeah... good.... =]

i told you i'd find myself, and when i did you'd know...
messaged you today... told you....
surprised you didn't say anything...
i guess why should you care.....

you know.... i still do love you....
you blog entry, honestly i don't know who you're referring to...
i'm hoping its me... wishful thinking perhaps.. but if it is me, please tell me....
cause i've found myself once again, at long last....
its the person you fell for....
i've found me again!
honestly i'm sorry for everything i've put you through....
i'll swear upon my own life...
that i'll never cheat on you, and i've never cheated on you.
you're the one and only person i love.
that i'll never hurt you again. what's done in the past i swear is purely unintentional...
i love you too much to hurt you.
that i'll never leave your side when you need me.
it hurts me too much to leave when oyu need me the most.
That i'll never scare you off again.
i can't bear it...

i hope its still not too late....
i've found me again.... i really have....

if you're willing to take the risk again...
if you're willing to give me a chance again...
i'll do all i can not to change. i'll do all i can not to hurt you.
i'll do all i can not to scare you. i'll do everythign in my power to be who i am.
i'll do everything i can to be the one you fell in love with....

i hope you'll be willing to take that risk again.....