Man, its been so damn long since i last posted anything man.
stuipid net connection got disconnected cause i haven't paid in 3 months. what to do? short of cash mah..... but oh well.. still owe them abt 53 bucks. gonna pay off when i get my NS allowance.

Camp life's been alright lah.... fun at times, tough at times, but its been alright lah. been good.
i could get used to the life... have nothing much on the outside to live for anyway. haha.... blah.. whatever.....

Failed my IPPT.. darn it. didn't get to disrupt but oh well, i'll get more pay than those who disrupted. which is a good thing. more money is always good.......

sometimes in camp at nights... gosh she's like the only person, the only thing i can think about. man... it gets quite bad sometimes... but i guess i'm coping with life without her relatively well... love her like mad, but wat the hell lah, i don't need her. at least she's contented now. i'd like her to be happy though.... gosh i miss her...... sighz.... oh well......

In a sense i guess i've been moving on.... its easier now to be without her. though i still want to have her around, but i don't need her. even if sometimes i think i do. Have to get on with my life lah... whatever life i have left.... isn't much of one........

been writing a few poems back in camp. stick them on my mirror in my locker. they're all about angie though..... heh... no matter what happens she's always there in my mind... sigh..
Angie, why won't your memory leave me alone?
why did you have to come and affect me so much.....
why????