Happiness is found in the arms of a loved one

Morning everyone, yes yes, once again i'm at Ada's place.
Was my Grandma's birthday today. She came over for the dinner, then we went to her parent's club to play pool.
The pool table is so nice, i swear, so much nicer than pool haven....
its like..... WOW...... yeah. charlene also fell in love with the pool table too i think. lol... i'm kinda guessing that Audrey, Char and the bunch are gonna be hanging out there more often.
So i guess Ada my dear, welcome to the bunch. =]

Today was a damn good day. cept for the first part of the morning.
ran SOC 5 times. so damn tiring man. by the 4th round i couldn't move.
I think i hurt my elbow. can't exactly straighten it all the way without it hurting. i hope it goes away by tomorrow. I guess i should be able to pass my SOC lah.....
Anyway, after SOC supposed to have foot drill. instead, it rained and we slacked in bunk. lol.
so shiok. we got to book out a little earlier too.

I guess its a good day, cause i have the person i love the most right beside me now.
Sometimes, i wonder if this is what it might feel like for a married couple. i really wonder. It doesn't take much to please me anymore. all i need is the company of my dearest Ada and the company of a few good friends and i will call that day a good day. it doesn't even matter what we are doing.

I guess relationships are what i'm about. I love building relationships. in all its forms. especially friendships. cause you never know where a friendship can lead you to. little did i ever realize that a beautiful girl that i talked to at Asian Aerospace would be sitting by my side now and i can call her dear. its amazing. it truly is the foundation of beautiful things.

Found a damned good song on the net today. friend introduced it to me and i looked for it. the lyrics are in my computer so i don't have them now, but i do know the chorus.

And if i lived a thousand years i never could explain,
The way i lost my heart to you that day.
But if destiny decides that i should look the other way.
Then the world would never know the greatest story ever told
And did i tell you that i love you, did i tell you that i need you.
Did i tell you that i love you tonight.

Friend let me hear it, cause it was in his MD. Sweet right?
The minute i heard the song, i thought of Ada.
It just seemed to echo how i felt, what i'm feeling now and i guess what i'll probably feel many many many years down the road when the both of us have rings on our fingers.

Crazy yes i know. But i'd marry her in an instant, if her parent's could accept it.
Is this love? being in a relationship i suddenly so effortless, so relaxing, so carefree. I'm suddenly not tied down by anything. i used to feel tied down by my other relatioships. but not this one. If this is love, then yes i'm in it.
I quote Ada "If all the pain of the previous relatioships were meant to prepare me for this, then it would all be worth it." To be honest, i'd gladly go through all that pain and suffering if i know that at the end of the line i'd be with Ada.

Ada my darling, i love you.
I'm not exactly good with words when it comes to expressing how i feel here.
but know that i love you. my life is complete. my soul seems to be at peace.
I love you.