Life is good

You wouldn't believe where i am now.. lol..
i'm at Ada place now... lol....
yeah just helped her do stuff on her computer.
For those of you who haven't heard. yes, she's my dearest darling. =]
Yeap my wife... no i'm not officially married yet.. but its somewhere in our future. god willing that is... =]

Haven't been so happy in a while... strangely this time, the relationship just feels so effortless. i can't get enough of her and she can't get enough of me... =]
right now i can't wait to get my posting and i'm hoping i'll get something near her.
Its funny how the way the both of us refer and talk to each other about our plans for the future.. if you just heard us talking you'd think we were already married and had a kid on the way... lol... What do you want me to do? i just love her so much.

Yes yes i know some of you might say that i say the same thing about every girl i've been with, but each one is just so different. and well all i can say is.... finally i'm truly hoping that i'll get to settle down with Ada.... don't want anybody else anymore, just having Ada around is good enough... Haha.... yeap.. i'm laughing and smiling again... its been a while since i've been happy inside and out.. and its all thanks to my lovely dear....

I'm sitting here typing and she's right next to me now.. reading everything i'm writing.. well, i don't want to keep anything from her so at least this way she knows what's going on in this little brain of mine. somehow the maze that i once thought my mind was isn't so confusing anymore. my life just started to chart itself out now.
I can picture myself living above my cafe with Ada, and charlene of course in another part of the building. Gonna have like 4 or more little angels running around the house. a pool place on the second floor, A pool on the roof, a wine cellar/bar in the basement and a cafe on the first... life is good...

then again even if my other dreams don't come true, as long as i get to have Ada in my life, i'm happy enough... everything else is just a bonus.. i've found my true treasure. =] i'm happy again.


Sometimes life just isn't fair
sometimes life just doesn't go your way
sometimes things happen and they don't work out
but when things work out, they work out.

i once thought i'd never love again.
i once thought i was dead to love.
once i truly was dead to all things
then life turned itself around.

true love has found me
true life i'm living
true freedom i'm feeling
life is good once more.

i can't express enough how i'm feeling
everything just seems so overwhelming
i want to carry on the rest of my life with you
without you everything would seem so wrong.

I don't wanna let you go now that i've found you
i don't want to walk away from what we have
i don't want to leave your side when ever you need me
i'll always be there in everything that we do.

I love you my dearest Ada, i always will.